Wow!! Hace más de un año que no escribo!!! En realidad las novedades sontantas, que no me alcanzaría el espacio que blogger me da:P Me va bien en el laburo, cada vez gano más :) En la facu estoy avanzando, lento pero seguro (y no tan lento, después de todo) Mi familia sigue viva, mis amigos ahí conmigo, siempre. Tengo una perra nueva, se llama Martona. Es divina! Y eso que a mi no me gustan los perros.

Ahora mismo estoy un poco al pedo porque recién el lunes empiezo la facu. Este cuatrimestres espero meter todas como en el anterior, que me fue bárbaro. Y quiero saber la nota de mi corto!!! Espero que no sea otro 5 pedorro, ya sería el tercero, y soy muy hinchapelotas y no me gustan los 5 mediocres (aunque más mediocre sería un 4, ugh) Yo creo que está para un 6 o un 7, pero hay que ver si a los profesores les gusta.

Estoy muy ansiosa (y todos lo saben) por empezar un juego de rol de vampiros por internet. Mi ghoulcita es una masa y se va a divertir mucho con Armand! Maggie, ponete mdia pila y largá el juego! (quizá se canse de escucharme y me de bola?:P)

Espero escribir más seguido, aunque siempre digo lo mismo y nunca lo hago. En fin.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! ^________^ I had such a wonderful birthday!!! Last night I went to have dinner w ith some friends. We had pizza and ice-cream*_* We laughed so much! They bought me eight books of Fushigi Yugi!!!! WIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They arfe loevely! They know what I like^_^ Then today they baked a cake for me and made me blow a candle:P

Later at night I came home and found my grandparents, aunt and uncle (with their lovely four-year-old girl^_^) at home!!! ^_^ We had dinner and had fun too. God, I love my birthdays!!! Twenty-four, and counting^_^ I'm happy with my life now, I really am. I have such nice people around!!^_^

And Easter is here! Yes, I got some sleep, specially today. I woke up at almost 2pm and stayed in bed till 4 reading manga. Hmm... hadn't done that in such a long time!! right now I am procrastinating... I should be studying, but I decided to take this day for myself. I know I am going to go crazy during the week, and I am going to wish I had used Sunday to study, but I need to relax, I am too stressed and I REALLY need to stop.

So there.

I have my first test on April 29th >_< The good thing is I love the subject, th bad thing is it's a load of information to process in my head. And there are some things I don't nderstand *sigh* I hate the 'hteory' of the technical part. It's too electronic/mechanic/complicated/borin. AND, as if I don't have enough, I have to hand in a TP the same day and for the same subject. Yes, it's in groups, but I think I got a lazy group. We haven't met once yet¬¬

Tomorrow I am probably going to a firned's, I promised her I'd go. But the most important thing is tomorrow morning I will SLEEP!!! ~_~ Yes, I love to sleep! Latley I only sleep on Sundays, and sometimes not even that. Yes, I am going to sleep a lot during Easter time!!

Speaking of which...

Awww ~_~ It was so much easier to talk about how wonderful my life is when I was not so tired... I have college on Saturdays too. My fault, I chose the schedule. Why? Well, cuz I can go sleep at a friend's and save money. Hmm... but I am tired now ~_~ And the fact that I am on a diet makes me feel more tired. Hey, I'm really losing weight this time! ^_^ I've no idea about my weight, but I am going to know next week. That's good news, good good news. It feels a lot better to be thin (well, I'm not 'thin' yet) I feel so light! And so good, not eating all that junk I love to eat. I don't have stomachache or anything. It's great^^ I'm not planning to stop for at least another month! I'm not ungry anymore, anyway, so it's not hard. I just gave up on the 2 litres of water per day. Bleh, too much water, me no likes.

And just now my father calls me 'freedy' and ruins my mood. I don't feel like writing anymore. Stupid idiot. 'Greedy'? I don't have money to go to college, I don't have oney FOR THE BUS to go to college, and he calls me 'greedy'. ASSHOLE!!! He didn't give me a damn thing in his whole life, why should I give anything to him? And again, I don't have anything!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! \_/

Hmmm... okay. So, I think I am going to use this 'thing' I used to use to jot down my thoughts, feelings, etc. Why? Who knows, who cares. I just need it. No, I'm not all depressed again. At least not yet. I want to write about my life here, and honestly speaking, I have a lot of things to thank God for.

I have a loving family, a loving mother who I am 100% sure is the reason why I want to be a mother so badly. She's been an excellent mother, always. She always cares for me, listens to me, worries for me, is happy for me... is proud of me*^^* I can't wait to give my child a mother like that, and God, it's going to be hard!!

I have friends, excellent friends who make me laugh and have a lot of fun. Friends I can talk to about those things I just wouldn't talk with my mother, for X reasons.

I have an awesome job. I am surrounded by loving kids all the time, kids who run to hug me when they see me enter the school in the morning, kids who kiss me and hug me and write sweet letters and make cute drawings for me.

I go to college. This year I started my carreer, being done with the "introductory course". And wow. Just WOW. It's amazing. Everytiing is so interesting... I never want to leave that place! I learn so much every day, every hour. And it's so thrilling and challenging I simply love it. Yeah, give Gemini girls action and challenges.

I could go on all night. I have so much love in me, so much love around me. So many wonderful things, so many wondrful people I love. Why am I saying this? Because today I am happy. I am happy because my granny is still alive, because I can go to college and enjoy my job. I am happy with my life. I am enjoying every wimute of my life. I really am, and it feels so wonderful it makes me want to cry. Because what's life after all? A journey, not a destination. I can't live mourning for the past, I can't live waiting for the future to come. I have to live TODAY, and I have to find the way to be happy TODAY, every minute of TODAY. And I am.

Thanks, God, for all the wonderful things you gave me. I don't care if I don't have a car, a laptop, another pair of shoes, a perfect health or a child (yet) I will always do my best to be better, to do things right and to improve my life in any way I can. And with every breathing in and out I'll be saying :Thank you.

No sé por qué imaginé
que estabamos unidas
y me sentí mejor

Pero aquí estoy tan sola en la vida
que mejor me voy.

Is this thing working or what?